Damn, I dropped my key.
I always drop my keys , this might mean something.
Shoot I gotta go, he is on his way.
Let me fnd the right key, I gotta get ready.
I gotta take a shower, tidy up and cook.
This is so overwhelming , this takes the fun out of fun.
Welp I have to keep pushing, he cant see me sweat.
A girl gotta do what a girl gotta do.
Time to get up and get back to it.
I gotta stick to the script, hard work and no play.
People like me gotta work harder due to the hand we were dealt.
All I know is the back way, down the alley and up the street.
I can’t stop, wont stop.
Time to get up and do it again.
It’s been a diferent day, something feels planted.
Waaaiiiittttttt,
All of a sudden, I have a headache, the enemy always trying to throw a curveball.
Damn it’s time to get off work. I’m almost home , uuuggghhh i’m so tired.
I gotta find my key… here we go again.
Girl stop complaining you got things to do, plus you are tired.
But you know you got this.
As I approached the door, I noticed a mini burst of power inside of me.
Guess what as I grabbed my keys…
This time I didn’t fumble , I was able to find my key to the back door.
As I walked in , I felt different, I felt like I needed to sit , take a moment and clear my mind.
First I was amazed that I was able to find my key with ease.
I have to allow my emotions to speak to me , I need to hear my spirit speak.
As I sat I heard something say “It’s time to use the front door”.
I sat in silence and listened, the voice said “Tap Into yourself, the power is inside of you”.
I started to fill up on the inside with an overwhelming feeling of clarity.
It was like I was able to open the key to my front door.
I was able to own my place.
I felt like I belonged, I felt like GOD didn’t forget me.
He was protecting me from me.
He said the back door has purpose.
Never give up.
Latrina C